💙 Tuesday Truth The Real Workout Begins!
Alright, Bleu Bells, here’s the hard truth: I’ve never taken working out seriously. I’ve always been naturally thin, so I bullshitted in the gym—never pushing hard or lifting weights. But guess what? Having a baby changes everything. My body isn’t bouncing back like it used to, and now I have to grind for these results!
Calvin told me it was time to stop playing, lift some heavy weights, and build this new body for real. We ran 5 miles on Sunday, and I was dead—but you know what? That’s the wake-up call I needed. It's time to step up, stop making excuses, and embrace the real work. No more coasting on my old metabolism—this is the start of a serious fitness journey!
Day 2 and counting….
It is not easy going to the gym. Frankly, I hate the shit. I hate trying to figure out what body part to work out, a favorite song to work out to, and getting into the mindset of working out; shit, overall, I hate the shit. I never had to do much, so I hate it now. I have to take it seriously and work. Who would have known that it takes this much energy mentally just to go fucking work out? I admit I would go to the gym and waste time scrolling on my phone, finding a cute ab workout video, going to the sauna for an hour, and doing an ab workout. It was wonderful. It was like I was taking time to breathe and do nothing.
From working all fucking day and just dealing with day-to-day boring shit. Going to the gym was an outlet to do absolutely nothing. I loved it! Now, that has all changed. So, this is my Tuesday Truth: I hate fucking working out, but to have the body I WANT and DESIRE, I have to do the work and stop talking about the shit and just fucking do it!!!
So who hates working out lol, and how are you going to push yourself to just do the fucking work? My goal is to just fucking go! Drink a cup of coffee if you have to just fucking go. Work out your schedule and go. Even if you only do 2 days a week, it’s better than 0 days a week. By the way, since I had the baby, green tea doesn’t fucking work anymore. It’s just like drinking a noncaffeinated drink which is fucking pointless for my life as of now, lol
