Surviving the Last Week of Pregnancy Madness
Hey Bleu Bells,
Well, here we are... in the final stretch of this pregnancy, and let me tell you, it’s a *hot mess* around here. If anyone thought this last week would be smooth sailing, let me be the first to tell you: Ha! 😅
Let’s start with the chaos in Sariah’s room. Nope, *nowhere* near done. Clothes are everywhere in my closet, and boxes and bags are stacked like a mini Amazon warehouse. I’m just staring at the mess, thinking, “What in the world happened here?!” 😩
Then, of course, we’ve had to reschedule the internet installation five times because we’re never home when they’re supposed to come. And let’s not even talk about my back-and-forth trips between getting my hair done and letting the Best Buy Geek Squad in to set up the TVs. Oh, and helping the Rooms To Go people navigate our new apartment, which feels like a damn maze with an elevator that’s constantly breaking down. Seriously, can *something* work for once?!
On top of that, I’m trying to stay positive in my relationship, but truth be told, I move with extreme urgency, and some men don’t, which really doesn’t mean anything; they move at their own pace, and women tend to move at a fast pace. Naturally, I get overwhelmed and start doing more than I should. But that’s just me – I take control even when I probably shouldn’t. It’s who I am. And I’ll admit, I get annoyed by the smallest things – things I probably don’t *need* to get annoyed by – but hey, we’re all just trying to make it through this wild ride called life, right?
I’ve got a million things running through my head – from packing up stuff I don’t even want to pack to dealing with Sariah chilling in my belly, *way* too comfortable, and not wanting to budge with dilation. 😩 I’m *so* not trying to get induced, but it looks like that’s where we’re headed. And the thought of a c-section? I swear I’ll be so mad if that’s how things end up. I’ve been feeling all this pressure and pain at the bottom of my stomach, and it’s like, come on, girl – it’s time to make your grand entrance!
And then, of course, there’s the fact that we just moved into this new apartment, and it’s been overwhelming AF. Nothing is how I want it to be. I’m spending money on food every day because I have to eat out (not by choice, trust me), and Sariah still has me gagging and throwing up when something doesn’t sit well with her. My hospital bag? Not ready. Sariah’s bag? Not ready. And here I am, sitting here like, “Could I possibly fail at more things this week?!”
But honestly, some of this is on me. I waited until the last minute to handle much of this, so it’s no surprise that I feel overwhelmed. Oh, and to top it all off? I’m working until the day before I give birth. 🙃 Yeah, you all – it’s been a week. But despite all this madness, I’m trying to keep my eye on the prize – the arrival of my baby girl. We'll get there even if her room isn’t done, and I’m practically living out of boxes and bags. I’m taking it one day at a time... *deep breaths*... or at least I’m trying to. 😅
I love my Wraparound family for throwing me and Calvin this cute 80s color-themed Baby Shower.
Pregnancy hormones! Every time someone spoke on how much they respected me and the parent I will become I cried! It was the most amazing moment. I will cherish them and this forever
Walking in so surprised
Words of Wisdom from my Boss
Last but not least Sariah's dad save the best speech for last
Bleu Bells, send me all your positive vibes because this final week tests every ounce of patience I have left. But, like always, I’m going to push through. I’m hanging in there, trying to push through this last bit of craziness, and hopefully, I’ll be able to catch a breath once Sariah decides to make her appearance.
I am so grateful to have you all in my life
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I am so grateful to have you all in my life 〰️
Sariah's Mom and Dad
Thanks for sticking with me through this journey – I’ll keep you all posted as we near the finish line!
💙 Until next time!